*the writing is quick, hurried...unsure*
As I sit in this Inn...I do not even know where I am...though as least this time I remember who I am...and my posessions have not been taken from me....
I have a bit o' coin..my journal..the clothes upon ma back and ma freedom..
The one thing that will ne'r be denied me again...
I sense him watchin' me as I write this...
Laughin', Judgin', shaking his head at the futility of my Fate...
My Life is my own, if He can't keep his fingers out of mine.
After my time in the Silver Marches was done...of my own wish...his plan ta wrap the lands in darkness fouled..by His own Son's...
How droll an' ironic...
Even though He is who he is...he still needs both of Us..we are all he has...his world dead an' gone..he the last..of the Pure Ones...so he said..
One big happy..miserable Family....
I do not, will not, call him Father..my father was a man of honor..a Druid of Silvanus who raised me as his own and showed me love..even though he saw the shades of gray and darkness that twinge my being...he knew...even then...but raised me as he would and left my Fate to me...something He never did...
After Evaliir and I stopped him, a surge of power filled my eyes...my mind and all went black...I felt as if I was falling...spinning...forever into the Darkness of my own making...I felt oblivion reaching out for me...
At last...PEACE...
But instead...
I landed unceremoniously in a trash filled alley...behind this Inn...a nexus of arcane energy closing above my head as the scent of filth and trash filled my delicate nostrils...and an echo of His mocking laughter fills my ears.
If he thinks it bothers me, it doesn't not..it is remarkable what one can get used to..
I am Elyl, I roam..I wander..my story my Own...Glenstalker my Father..a Seladrine of the Woodland Realm...
With His mocking laughter in my ear..I raised my lithe form off of the ground and flung various bits of trash from my person...
I have no idea where I am...I could care less..
It is time to begin again...that much my friends..is Obvious.
-Elyl Dy'nelin
The Journal of Elyl Dy'nelin
