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I was looking for Zilvai to see how she was doing and Muriel told me she was letting off steam by fighting demons and devils. It wasn't hard to deduce she was inside the Abyss. As I entered the Abyss and made my way out of the cave, I saw the streaks of enchanted arrows flying in the distance. I made for them and, sure enough, there Zilvai, felling foe after foe. I joined up with her and gladly entered the fray. After what happened last night, I found exerting my energies on the field of battle to be very soothing.
The fiends were of little match against us. Zilvai's bow struck true and my sword rent them asunder. We even took the time to talk to each other as we journeyed and fought. Though it was nice to loose myself in battle, I could not help but feel sadness as I watched Zilvai work her bow. It reminded me of Sunshine and how good she had been excelling in archery.
Eventually, we had to retreat and return to Sigil when Zilvai spent her last arrow. As Zilvai purchased new arrows from Jezebel, Geir snuck out of the inn and embraced Zilvai from behind. The sight was comforting yet saddening once again. The topic of a new dress for Zilvai came up and Zilvai was counting on Geir and me to help her design a suitable one. I was a bit surprised to find out later this "dress' was meant for battle, but it was still nice to be there and offer my opinion.
Zilvai turned out to be very picky and Geir finally gave up in frustration. I told my sister I had an idea and asked if I could try and make something for her on my own. She agreed and handed her "dress" over to me. I wished them farewell and returned to the inn to work in the privacy of my room. I measured the dress, took out some parchments, and set to work designing a new dress for my sister. It still isnÂ’t finished yet since I still have my duties as a Paladin to attend to. All the same, it helps in the hours that I find myself aloneÂ… and without my Sunshine.Kythorn 2, 1374 DR
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I can't believe how much has happened since I last spoke to Kari. How could so much change in only four days? Before it sounded as if there arguing was over something so petty and trivial, but now Kari is with another woman and may have no desire to be with Roland at all? But they fought so long and hard just to be together... it doesn't make sense. I should have made time to speak with Roland sooner. Even though it sounds like it may be too late, I have to try.
On top of that, Sunshine has yet to seek me out... With every fiber of my being I want to find her, but I must give her the time she needs. At least the dress is going well...Kythorn 3, 1374 DR
I can't believe how much has happened since I last spoke to Kari. How could so much change in only four days? Before it sounded as if there arguing was over something so petty and trivial, but now Kari is with another woman and may have no desire to be with Roland at all? But they fought so long and hard just to be together... it doesn't make sense. I should have made time to speak with Roland sooner. Even though it sounds like it may be too late, I have to try.
On top of that, Sunshine has yet to seek me out... With every fiber of my being I want to find her, but I must give her the time she needs. At least the dress is going well...Kythorn 3, 1374 DR
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"When it rains, it pours," as the old saying goes. This day has brought a new slew of troubles to me. Early in the morning I spoke with Hildmor. It seems Kalina had finally spoken with him and it was time for him to reveal what he knew to me. I guided to my old room and I believe he half guessed something was wrong. I was touched by his parting wish that things between Rozalin and I are well.
During our meeting, he revealed that Ceszar was behind father's murder and was assisted by Zadara whom delivered the final blow. He also revealed Zadara was the one that original split Ceszar's soul and now has all the shards in order to make him mortal again at Ceszar's request. It seems her motive behind helping Ceszar was love... Ceszar must be brought to justice for all the crimes he has committed, I know. As for Zadara... well... I must speak to Kalina and the others.
Shortly after our meeting, I saw Roland outside the inn. He was clearly depressed over Kari. I invited him into the inn and, before saying anything, I asked him to reveal his side of the story. I was... stunned to learn what this poor man has gone through. I must confirm certain details with Kefalee first, but, from the sounds of it, Roland has been loving and compassionate beyond measure. Kari has been reckless, overdramatic, irritating, and unfaithful to Roland throughout all of this. Yet he still loves her, though he has just about given up on her. To be honest, I think it would be best for the relationship to end. Kari is not the woman I imagined her to be. Still, I shall speak with her and see how things go. One thing though I am certain. Roland knows more about love and loyalty than Kari by more than ten fold.
After retiring to my room for an hour to rest, I set back and went into the bazaar. I noticed Naya'il, Zilvai, and Sondaal and though to approach them. I just barely stopped in time to keep myself from running into a pixie that darted in front of me and flew to Naya'il. Piri, I think is her name. She darted off before I could say anything, and then Zilvai approached me and whispered we needed to travel to the beastlands. I nodded to her, already guessing what it was about.
A few steps into the beast lands, my suspicions were confirmed when Zilvai told me she was certain that the Aska that has been seen around Sigil is not really my Aska. Though I had a feeling deep down that was the case, I couldn't help but feel a bit of sadness at learning the truth. I was eager to hear more, but I stopped in my tracks as I heard a sucking sound. I alerted Zilvai to it and, just as she turned to look at me, she froze and stared past me.
I turned around to look, and there not far from me was a great wraith-like creature. Its gaping maw was open and it seemed to suck in everything near to it. Zilvai warned me it was a Vorare and we had to run for it, but I felt a great vacuum force begin to pull on me and I had to struggle with each halting step. As it continued to move forward, everything, plant, beast, or humanoid, that came within range of it was sucked into oblivion.
Suddenly Fargul appeared, apparently meaning to speak to Zilvai, and cursed as the Vorare came towards us. Another man appeared out of nowhere, and we quickly called him over to us. The four of us ran from the wraith as it continued to pursue us. As I watched Zilvai launching arrow after arrow, I sheathed my sword and pulled out a crossbow, firing an unlimited number of shots thanks to the enchantment. Fargul pulled out a bow of similar enchantment and joined us as the three of us backpedaled away, firing a storm of bolts and arrows at the wraith but nothing worked! The stranger that had joined us was clearly a mage and tried to cast spells to protect himself, but the Vorare was able to suck the magic right out of him. Horrified at his magic being rendered useless, we had to keep shouting for him to run.
We eventually made our way deeper into the woods, where the mage took the time to tell us his name was Cerul... though why he thought we cared at the moment, I have no idea. Suddenly the Vorare caught up to us and the four of us went running even deeper into the woods. We had to fight or way through the startled creatures of the wood while keeping our distance from the Vorare. We continued to fire volley after volley, Zilvai even using her magic arrows to topple trees into its path but nothing worked! The Vorare just sucked up the trees themselves.
Suddenly, Cerul just gave up and slumped to the ground. I shouted for him to run but it was too late. The Vorare devoured him, tore the life force right out of him, and left his lifeless corpse to the fall to the ground behind in its wake. Nothing could be done. We continued to flee and fire from the Vorare as it continued its pursuit of us. By luck, we managed to loose it in the woods as a swarm of Unseelie attacked the Vorare. Though they distracted it long enough for us to get away, I doubt that had been their intent. The dying screams of the dryads echoed through the woods as we ran.
As we made our way to the forest entrance, we stopped to catch our breath. I lamented the loss of Zilvai and thought of going back through the woods to find him, but Zilvai told me it was no good. His very essence was most likely already being used to restore the dwindling world of Aramas. Since nothing we did seemed to stop it, Fargul made the suggestion of luring it back to Sigil in the hopes the Lady of Pain would take care of it. My jaw dropped at the notion of putting all the people of Sigil at risk.
But as the Vorare suddenly appeared after us again, there seemed little choice in the matter. We ran for the portal, still launching volleys of bolts and arrows, hoping to slow it down. After dashing for the portal, all of us spun on our heels to face it and see if the Vorare would come through. I yelled for Ulbart to run for it but he just stared at me blankly. Suddenly, the Vorare's head burst through the portal and started sucking at everything nearby. It only took one more shout from me to send Ulbart running for his life.
The three of us continued to fire into the portal, hoping to do something to keep it from entering Sigil. Then she appeared. I had read and heard tales of her, but I had never actually seen her before. She floated towards the portal, her face the image of perfect serenity. Taking but a minute to glance at the Vorare, she attacked and the destroyed the wraith with ease. The Vorare turned to a black powder that covered the ground around the portal in a mist. Then, she was gone, as if she'd never been there.
At the sight of the destroyed Vorare, the three of us breathed with ease. Then, to our surprise, Cerul walked out of the portal from the beast lands! Apparently, the Vorare's death allowed his essences to return to his body. Looking at the black powder as it continued to float there; I stepped forward and took a sample of it. I am no alchemist, but I realize something might be learned by studying the remains.
I turned to look back at Zilvai and found she was gone. Fargul guessed she went to Khazeet's bar and the two of us followed. I saw Zilvai sitting at one of the tables, but she stood up and called for Fargul and me to follow her. Unfortunately, I had my duties to attend to. I gave her the vial, suggesting my idea of having it examined, and told them I would meet them later as soon as I could. However, I could not return to Sigil until now and it's very late and I am weary. And I have so much more to do.Kythorn 4, 1374 DR
"When it rains, it pours," as the old saying goes. This day has brought a new slew of troubles to me. Early in the morning I spoke with Hildmor. It seems Kalina had finally spoken with him and it was time for him to reveal what he knew to me. I guided to my old room and I believe he half guessed something was wrong. I was touched by his parting wish that things between Rozalin and I are well.
During our meeting, he revealed that Ceszar was behind father's murder and was assisted by Zadara whom delivered the final blow. He also revealed Zadara was the one that original split Ceszar's soul and now has all the shards in order to make him mortal again at Ceszar's request. It seems her motive behind helping Ceszar was love... Ceszar must be brought to justice for all the crimes he has committed, I know. As for Zadara... well... I must speak to Kalina and the others.
Shortly after our meeting, I saw Roland outside the inn. He was clearly depressed over Kari. I invited him into the inn and, before saying anything, I asked him to reveal his side of the story. I was... stunned to learn what this poor man has gone through. I must confirm certain details with Kefalee first, but, from the sounds of it, Roland has been loving and compassionate beyond measure. Kari has been reckless, overdramatic, irritating, and unfaithful to Roland throughout all of this. Yet he still loves her, though he has just about given up on her. To be honest, I think it would be best for the relationship to end. Kari is not the woman I imagined her to be. Still, I shall speak with her and see how things go. One thing though I am certain. Roland knows more about love and loyalty than Kari by more than ten fold.
After retiring to my room for an hour to rest, I set back and went into the bazaar. I noticed Naya'il, Zilvai, and Sondaal and though to approach them. I just barely stopped in time to keep myself from running into a pixie that darted in front of me and flew to Naya'il. Piri, I think is her name. She darted off before I could say anything, and then Zilvai approached me and whispered we needed to travel to the beastlands. I nodded to her, already guessing what it was about.
A few steps into the beast lands, my suspicions were confirmed when Zilvai told me she was certain that the Aska that has been seen around Sigil is not really my Aska. Though I had a feeling deep down that was the case, I couldn't help but feel a bit of sadness at learning the truth. I was eager to hear more, but I stopped in my tracks as I heard a sucking sound. I alerted Zilvai to it and, just as she turned to look at me, she froze and stared past me.
I turned around to look, and there not far from me was a great wraith-like creature. Its gaping maw was open and it seemed to suck in everything near to it. Zilvai warned me it was a Vorare and we had to run for it, but I felt a great vacuum force begin to pull on me and I had to struggle with each halting step. As it continued to move forward, everything, plant, beast, or humanoid, that came within range of it was sucked into oblivion.
Suddenly Fargul appeared, apparently meaning to speak to Zilvai, and cursed as the Vorare came towards us. Another man appeared out of nowhere, and we quickly called him over to us. The four of us ran from the wraith as it continued to pursue us. As I watched Zilvai launching arrow after arrow, I sheathed my sword and pulled out a crossbow, firing an unlimited number of shots thanks to the enchantment. Fargul pulled out a bow of similar enchantment and joined us as the three of us backpedaled away, firing a storm of bolts and arrows at the wraith but nothing worked! The stranger that had joined us was clearly a mage and tried to cast spells to protect himself, but the Vorare was able to suck the magic right out of him. Horrified at his magic being rendered useless, we had to keep shouting for him to run.
We eventually made our way deeper into the woods, where the mage took the time to tell us his name was Cerul... though why he thought we cared at the moment, I have no idea. Suddenly the Vorare caught up to us and the four of us went running even deeper into the woods. We had to fight or way through the startled creatures of the wood while keeping our distance from the Vorare. We continued to fire volley after volley, Zilvai even using her magic arrows to topple trees into its path but nothing worked! The Vorare just sucked up the trees themselves.
Suddenly, Cerul just gave up and slumped to the ground. I shouted for him to run but it was too late. The Vorare devoured him, tore the life force right out of him, and left his lifeless corpse to the fall to the ground behind in its wake. Nothing could be done. We continued to flee and fire from the Vorare as it continued its pursuit of us. By luck, we managed to loose it in the woods as a swarm of Unseelie attacked the Vorare. Though they distracted it long enough for us to get away, I doubt that had been their intent. The dying screams of the dryads echoed through the woods as we ran.
As we made our way to the forest entrance, we stopped to catch our breath. I lamented the loss of Zilvai and thought of going back through the woods to find him, but Zilvai told me it was no good. His very essence was most likely already being used to restore the dwindling world of Aramas. Since nothing we did seemed to stop it, Fargul made the suggestion of luring it back to Sigil in the hopes the Lady of Pain would take care of it. My jaw dropped at the notion of putting all the people of Sigil at risk.
But as the Vorare suddenly appeared after us again, there seemed little choice in the matter. We ran for the portal, still launching volleys of bolts and arrows, hoping to slow it down. After dashing for the portal, all of us spun on our heels to face it and see if the Vorare would come through. I yelled for Ulbart to run for it but he just stared at me blankly. Suddenly, the Vorare's head burst through the portal and started sucking at everything nearby. It only took one more shout from me to send Ulbart running for his life.
The three of us continued to fire into the portal, hoping to do something to keep it from entering Sigil. Then she appeared. I had read and heard tales of her, but I had never actually seen her before. She floated towards the portal, her face the image of perfect serenity. Taking but a minute to glance at the Vorare, she attacked and the destroyed the wraith with ease. The Vorare turned to a black powder that covered the ground around the portal in a mist. Then, she was gone, as if she'd never been there.
At the sight of the destroyed Vorare, the three of us breathed with ease. Then, to our surprise, Cerul walked out of the portal from the beast lands! Apparently, the Vorare's death allowed his essences to return to his body. Looking at the black powder as it continued to float there; I stepped forward and took a sample of it. I am no alchemist, but I realize something might be learned by studying the remains.
I turned to look back at Zilvai and found she was gone. Fargul guessed she went to Khazeet's bar and the two of us followed. I saw Zilvai sitting at one of the tables, but she stood up and called for Fargul and me to follow her. Unfortunately, I had my duties to attend to. I gave her the vial, suggesting my idea of having it examined, and told them I would meet them later as soon as I could. However, I could not return to Sigil until now and it's very late and I am weary. And I have so much more to do.Kythorn 4, 1374 DR
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This will be a very short entry as I've been stuck inside my room since mid-day. Perhaps it was bad luck or just the "spirit" of the inn, but my door became jammed after I entered. I was able to get someone's attention and they fetched Muriel, but she said it would be a while until she could get someone to fix the door. I asked her if I could just break it down, but she said she'd have me arrested. Apparently she still hasn't gotten over that time I almost lit the inn on fire. And I know I heard Rina snickering in the background. Of all the times something stupid like this had to happen, why did it have to be today? I have so much to do!
Oh well... I've kept busy working on Zilvai's dress and set up my easel for some painting. I think I'll paint a portrait of Sunshine from memory. I've been checking my scry device often these past few days to make certain she's still safe in Sigil. I know she wants time to sort out her emotions alone, but each day we're apart I worry for her. If the devices gives me even the faintest reason to believe she is in danger, prison time will hardly be a deterrent.Kythorn 5, 1374 DR
This will be a very short entry as I've been stuck inside my room since mid-day. Perhaps it was bad luck or just the "spirit" of the inn, but my door became jammed after I entered. I was able to get someone's attention and they fetched Muriel, but she said it would be a while until she could get someone to fix the door. I asked her if I could just break it down, but she said she'd have me arrested. Apparently she still hasn't gotten over that time I almost lit the inn on fire. And I know I heard Rina snickering in the background. Of all the times something stupid like this had to happen, why did it have to be today? I have so much to do!
Oh well... I've kept busy working on Zilvai's dress and set up my easel for some painting. I think I'll paint a portrait of Sunshine from memory. I've been checking my scry device often these past few days to make certain she's still safe in Sigil. I know she wants time to sort out her emotions alone, but each day we're apart I worry for her. If the devices gives me even the faintest reason to believe she is in danger, prison time will hardly be a deterrent.Kythorn 5, 1374 DR
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The inevitable confrontation between Zadara and I occurred this morning in the Abyss, of all places. I had journeyed there in search of Zilvai, expecting her to be there as she had been before. Sure enough, I was right. She stepped from the shadows of the cave and greeted me after I entered. As soon as I returned the greeting, Zadara walked right into the cave. At first, I quietly greeted her with Zilvai then said little, trying to determine what to do. But Zilvai, ignorant to the truth I knew, asked if Zadara would like to join us in combat against the fiends. I simply nodded my agreement, though it was obvious I didn't like the idea. Zilvai noticed my discomfort and Zadara asked me if something was wrong. I sighed and asked Zadara quietly, "How can I be okay with fighting by the side of my father's murderer?"
Zadara dropped her sword and backed away from me. She asked how I could make such a claim and I told her it was because I knew it was true and even described her exact role in my father's murder. She then explained her motive, which turned out to be quite different from what Hildmor told me, and how the Artificer was the true reason behind her actions. This changed many things. I had little desire to punish Zadara to begin with and little changed with her true motive revealed. I've also learned that Ceszar has been Styx washed and no longer even remembers the crimes he has committed. What just reason do I have to put an end to him now?
In the end, I decided to spare Zadara's life with her "punishment" requiring her to watch over Ceszar and to make up for the pain she caused. I intend to speak with Gwynnithe and confirm certain facts with father's spirit, but I have a feeling this matter has come to an end.Kythorn 6, 1374 DR
The inevitable confrontation between Zadara and I occurred this morning in the Abyss, of all places. I had journeyed there in search of Zilvai, expecting her to be there as she had been before. Sure enough, I was right. She stepped from the shadows of the cave and greeted me after I entered. As soon as I returned the greeting, Zadara walked right into the cave. At first, I quietly greeted her with Zilvai then said little, trying to determine what to do. But Zilvai, ignorant to the truth I knew, asked if Zadara would like to join us in combat against the fiends. I simply nodded my agreement, though it was obvious I didn't like the idea. Zilvai noticed my discomfort and Zadara asked me if something was wrong. I sighed and asked Zadara quietly, "How can I be okay with fighting by the side of my father's murderer?"
Zadara dropped her sword and backed away from me. She asked how I could make such a claim and I told her it was because I knew it was true and even described her exact role in my father's murder. She then explained her motive, which turned out to be quite different from what Hildmor told me, and how the Artificer was the true reason behind her actions. This changed many things. I had little desire to punish Zadara to begin with and little changed with her true motive revealed. I've also learned that Ceszar has been Styx washed and no longer even remembers the crimes he has committed. What just reason do I have to put an end to him now?
In the end, I decided to spare Zadara's life with her "punishment" requiring her to watch over Ceszar and to make up for the pain she caused. I intend to speak with Gwynnithe and confirm certain facts with father's spirit, but I have a feeling this matter has come to an end.Kythorn 6, 1374 DR
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I journeyed to the Abyss once more and again I found Zilvai, but she wasn't alone this time. Naya'il was there and something was wrong. She kept speaking in broken sentences. I wanted to ask what was going on, but I was told now wasn't the time. Naya'il returned on her own to rest and I mentioned to Zilvai we had been interrupted on our first journey to the Beastlands where she wanted to take me when she had discovered Aska was not truly Aska. She told me to meet her in the beastlands and vanished, but I caught up with her in the Abyss as the fiends attacked. As we fought our way through, I noticed how fey her mood had become.
Upon reaching the waterfall, we took a moment to relax and the somehow the conversation turned to the Vorare. Zilvai mentioned the possibility of divine enchanted weapons being able to hurt them since they feed on the arcane. Before we could elaborate, someone else entered the grove and greeted us. The conversation turned to... pineapples and buzzing for whatever reason. Much of what the man said made no sense or did make sense but not to the topic at hand.
During his rambling, I whispered a question to Zilvai on why she had brought me here. She said she thought something would happen, but nothing did as the man continued to ramble. Zilvai became annoyed at him and we bid him farewell as we turned to leave, already agreeing to travel to Carceri. Oddly enough, he immediately left as soon as we started to leave and ran ahead of us. All the same, we continued to the Lady's Ward and ran into Fargul. He joined up with us as we entered the plane and battled the fiends.
We fought well for a time, but things turned sour when the fiends petrified both Zilvai and Fargul. After breaking free of a paralyzing spell that was cast upon me, I grabbed Zilvai's statue and ran for the safety of the cave. There I used an enchanted ring to turn her stone back to flesh. After she recovered, we ran out, retrieved Fargul's statue, and I used the ring once again to turn him back to flesh. We agreed it was time to leave Carceri and fought our way through to the only stable portal to freedom at the end of the cave. I bid Zilvai and Fargul farewell then returned to the Spirits.
Upon entering, I spotted Roland and told him I hadn't had a chance to speak to Kari yet. And, to my surprise, I had found the two had already spoken and agreed to try one more time. However, I was shocked to find out that Kari and Roland were not engaged... they were married and had been the whole time! I couldn't believe my ears. How could I have been so wrong about Kari? Eventually, I learned that Kari herself hadn't realized she was married to Roland. It seems like this entire affair had been just one misunderstanding after another and after another. I am just going to stay out of it from here on in and accept things as they are. What happens between Kari, Kefalee, and Roland is their affair now, though I can't help but feel Kari is still in the wrong. And I know she lied to me. Still, my offer to Roland still stands and, once everything is in order, he will become a knight to House Sensbane.
As night approached, I went to the Hall of Records and began to do research. I will not allow my father's name to fade from memory and have much to learn.Kythorn 7, 1374 DR
I journeyed to the Abyss once more and again I found Zilvai, but she wasn't alone this time. Naya'il was there and something was wrong. She kept speaking in broken sentences. I wanted to ask what was going on, but I was told now wasn't the time. Naya'il returned on her own to rest and I mentioned to Zilvai we had been interrupted on our first journey to the Beastlands where she wanted to take me when she had discovered Aska was not truly Aska. She told me to meet her in the beastlands and vanished, but I caught up with her in the Abyss as the fiends attacked. As we fought our way through, I noticed how fey her mood had become.
Upon reaching the waterfall, we took a moment to relax and the somehow the conversation turned to the Vorare. Zilvai mentioned the possibility of divine enchanted weapons being able to hurt them since they feed on the arcane. Before we could elaborate, someone else entered the grove and greeted us. The conversation turned to... pineapples and buzzing for whatever reason. Much of what the man said made no sense or did make sense but not to the topic at hand.
During his rambling, I whispered a question to Zilvai on why she had brought me here. She said she thought something would happen, but nothing did as the man continued to ramble. Zilvai became annoyed at him and we bid him farewell as we turned to leave, already agreeing to travel to Carceri. Oddly enough, he immediately left as soon as we started to leave and ran ahead of us. All the same, we continued to the Lady's Ward and ran into Fargul. He joined up with us as we entered the plane and battled the fiends.
We fought well for a time, but things turned sour when the fiends petrified both Zilvai and Fargul. After breaking free of a paralyzing spell that was cast upon me, I grabbed Zilvai's statue and ran for the safety of the cave. There I used an enchanted ring to turn her stone back to flesh. After she recovered, we ran out, retrieved Fargul's statue, and I used the ring once again to turn him back to flesh. We agreed it was time to leave Carceri and fought our way through to the only stable portal to freedom at the end of the cave. I bid Zilvai and Fargul farewell then returned to the Spirits.
Upon entering, I spotted Roland and told him I hadn't had a chance to speak to Kari yet. And, to my surprise, I had found the two had already spoken and agreed to try one more time. However, I was shocked to find out that Kari and Roland were not engaged... they were married and had been the whole time! I couldn't believe my ears. How could I have been so wrong about Kari? Eventually, I learned that Kari herself hadn't realized she was married to Roland. It seems like this entire affair had been just one misunderstanding after another and after another. I am just going to stay out of it from here on in and accept things as they are. What happens between Kari, Kefalee, and Roland is their affair now, though I can't help but feel Kari is still in the wrong. And I know she lied to me. Still, my offer to Roland still stands and, once everything is in order, he will become a knight to House Sensbane.
As night approached, I went to the Hall of Records and began to do research. I will not allow my father's name to fade from memory and have much to learn.Kythorn 7, 1374 DR
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Zilvai tried to commit suicide today. She said she's sees her friends become depressed and tries to help them, but always seems to fail. I told her how she's been a great help to me and, if it hadn't been for her, I would still be wondering whether or not the imposter was really Aska. That seemed to help a little, but she kept going on with other examples. Then she went on to the Vorare and Aramas and how she needed become like a god in order to help everyone. Geir tried to explain to her she didn't have to be everything to everyone, and asked why she couldn't be happy with a simple life with her friends?
Zilvai slammed her hands on the table and screamed her history out to us. She then collapsed into Geir's arms and cried. Amidst her tears, she said she couldn't have a normal life because it had been taken from her. Geir promised she'd have a much quieter life now, and I reminded Zilvai that as the chaos takes over we need to remember what we're fighting for.
Our words seemed to ease Zilvai and she recalled how she used to be so energetic. A smile was always on her face and she tried to be there for everyone. I told her that reminded me how she used to be when she first came to Sigil, before she regained her memories. She wondered what had caused the change, but then shook her head and said it didn't matter. What mattered was how she was going to live now. And so she started with a smile. I had forgotten how beautiful her smiling face looked.
After sharing a kiss with Geir, Zilvai wanted to get some fresh air and I suggested Elysium. We spent the time their laying on the beach and enjoying the wind, sand, and sun. Well, not the sun in Zilvai's case. She said it would be harmful to her white skin so I set up a parasol to shade her. We talked for a while until Zilvai wanted to retire to bed with Geir. Before they left, I repeated to Zilvai how I think of her as close as a sister and asked if she would like to become my sister. Her eyes widened, but, while the offer meant a lot to her, she said she couldn't accept because she is a Coraline. A smiled and said that was the first time she had given me a family name. She then introduced herself by her given full name, Cecania Coraline, but said she thought of Zilvai as her true name.
We then said our goodbyes, and, as Zilvai and Geir returned to their room, I made my way down the inn and out to the bazaar. After my daily duties, I returned to my room at the inn and spent the rest of the day studying, working on Zilvai's dress, and painting my portrait of Sunshine. As I stared into the developing face of my beloved, a tear came to my eye and I prayed to Sune to hasten the day Sunshine and I would be together once more.Kythorn 8, 1374 DR
Zilvai tried to commit suicide today. She said she's sees her friends become depressed and tries to help them, but always seems to fail. I told her how she's been a great help to me and, if it hadn't been for her, I would still be wondering whether or not the imposter was really Aska. That seemed to help a little, but she kept going on with other examples. Then she went on to the Vorare and Aramas and how she needed become like a god in order to help everyone. Geir tried to explain to her she didn't have to be everything to everyone, and asked why she couldn't be happy with a simple life with her friends?
Zilvai slammed her hands on the table and screamed her history out to us. She then collapsed into Geir's arms and cried. Amidst her tears, she said she couldn't have a normal life because it had been taken from her. Geir promised she'd have a much quieter life now, and I reminded Zilvai that as the chaos takes over we need to remember what we're fighting for.
Our words seemed to ease Zilvai and she recalled how she used to be so energetic. A smile was always on her face and she tried to be there for everyone. I told her that reminded me how she used to be when she first came to Sigil, before she regained her memories. She wondered what had caused the change, but then shook her head and said it didn't matter. What mattered was how she was going to live now. And so she started with a smile. I had forgotten how beautiful her smiling face looked.
After sharing a kiss with Geir, Zilvai wanted to get some fresh air and I suggested Elysium. We spent the time their laying on the beach and enjoying the wind, sand, and sun. Well, not the sun in Zilvai's case. She said it would be harmful to her white skin so I set up a parasol to shade her. We talked for a while until Zilvai wanted to retire to bed with Geir. Before they left, I repeated to Zilvai how I think of her as close as a sister and asked if she would like to become my sister. Her eyes widened, but, while the offer meant a lot to her, she said she couldn't accept because she is a Coraline. A smiled and said that was the first time she had given me a family name. She then introduced herself by her given full name, Cecania Coraline, but said she thought of Zilvai as her true name.
We then said our goodbyes, and, as Zilvai and Geir returned to their room, I made my way down the inn and out to the bazaar. After my daily duties, I returned to my room at the inn and spent the rest of the day studying, working on Zilvai's dress, and painting my portrait of Sunshine. As I stared into the developing face of my beloved, a tear came to my eye and I prayed to Sune to hasten the day Sunshine and I would be together once more.Kythorn 8, 1374 DR
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I spoke to Lilbh'ianin today and she raised a question I hadn't really taken the time to think over. "You are no longer liking her?" She's was referring to "Aska," the one impersonating my deceased wife. Of course, Lilbh'ianin doesn't know this. She only knows "Aska" as the kind person that helped her. But to me she's someone that is ruining my life by digging up memories and emotions. If she had never shown up, Sunshine and I would still be together. No, I don't like her.
Zilvai would like me to stop speaking of "Aska" to anyone. Something she experienced in the Beastlands has her feeling it would be best kept secret. Perhaps she's right. I don't know the motives behind this imposter. I may as well get back to studying.
What is this?! I went to the Hall of Records and the Keeper told me I was later returning a book I had borrowed last month. I reminded her that the book wasn't due back for several more days, but she told me the deadline had already passed. Confused, I told her that today was only the second and I had three more days yet. She said it was the ninth.
At first, I didn't believe her, but I saw no reason for her to lie about this. I also recalled several conversations I had with others where they had told me my timing in regards to certain events was off. I decided to take a walk around the bazaar and asked several familiar faces. The Keeper was right. My timing is off by seven days.
Seven days...?
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I spoke to Lilbh'ianin today and she raised a question I hadn't really taken the time to think over. "You are no longer liking her?" She's was referring to "Aska," the one impersonating my deceased wife. Of course, Lilbh'ianin doesn't know this. She only knows "Aska" as the kind person that helped her. But to me she's someone that is ruining my life by digging up memories and emotions. If she had never shown up, Sunshine and I would still be together. No, I don't like her.
Zilvai would like me to stop speaking of "Aska" to anyone. Something she experienced in the Beastlands has her feeling it would be best kept secret. Perhaps she's right. I don't know the motives behind this imposter. I may as well get back to studying.
What is this?! I went to the Hall of Records and the Keeper told me I was later returning a book I had borrowed last month. I reminded her that the book wasn't due back for several more days, but she told me the deadline had already passed. Confused, I told her that today was only the second and I had three more days yet. She said it was the ninth.
At first, I didn't believe her, but I saw no reason for her to lie about this. I also recalled several conversations I had with others where they had told me my timing in regards to certain events was off. I decided to take a walk around the bazaar and asked several familiar faces. The Keeper was right. My timing is off by seven days.
Seven days...?
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It seems my confusion over the time has been solved. I spoke with Zilvai and Hildmor about it, and Zilvai noted that my timing was off after I came back with Sunshine from that planar cruise. Zilvai pointed out time can warp when plane shifting and we did go through eight portals on the trip. Hildmor said that combined with your feeling and understanding of time being different in another plane could explain the seven day gap. It makes sense but I still find it hard to believe I "lost" seven days because of that cruise. Were the other passengers aware of this possibility? Well, at least that puzzle is solved, I think.
It seems the recruitment in our battle against the Vorare is growing and I was pleased to see Hildmor and Kreezyia at the inn together. Despite my own problems with love, it's a joy to see it blossom in others. I tried to slip by without disturbing them but Hildmor must have noticed me and followed to Elysium. He gave me an update and even encouraged me in regards to Sunshine. How I miss her.
Much later in the evening, I felt like taking another walk and spotted Gwynnithe in the bazaar. It's nice to see her again and I'm glad to hear she resolved her problem with the spirit world. She's starting to see and hear again normally yet retains her contact with the spirits. I told her about the Sensbanes receiving control of father's corporation and asked if she'd like to run the enchantment side of the business. Unsurprisingly, she said no, which is probably for the best. I guess it'll be up to me then, though I still have much to learn.
While speaking with her and Asheea, we ran into a man named Elrik. Apparently he was in Sigil some time ago and only recently returned. He was surprised to hear about what happened to Neli among other things. Gwynn, as usual, began to tease in her usual manner. Just watching her at play lightened my heart a great deal. I'm a bit worried about her friend Asheea, though. She started to look pale, well... paler than usual. I offered to escort her but she declined.
That's enough writing for now. Hmm... before I mostly used this journal just to record events and thoughts, but lately I feel like pretending I'm writing to someone. It must be the loneliness. I hope Gwynnithe gets a chance to speak to Sunshine soon.
It seems my confusion over the time has been solved. I spoke with Zilvai and Hildmor about it, and Zilvai noted that my timing was off after I came back with Sunshine from that planar cruise. Zilvai pointed out time can warp when plane shifting and we did go through eight portals on the trip. Hildmor said that combined with your feeling and understanding of time being different in another plane could explain the seven day gap. It makes sense but I still find it hard to believe I "lost" seven days because of that cruise. Were the other passengers aware of this possibility? Well, at least that puzzle is solved, I think.
It seems the recruitment in our battle against the Vorare is growing and I was pleased to see Hildmor and Kreezyia at the inn together. Despite my own problems with love, it's a joy to see it blossom in others. I tried to slip by without disturbing them but Hildmor must have noticed me and followed to Elysium. He gave me an update and even encouraged me in regards to Sunshine. How I miss her.
Much later in the evening, I felt like taking another walk and spotted Gwynnithe in the bazaar. It's nice to see her again and I'm glad to hear she resolved her problem with the spirit world. She's starting to see and hear again normally yet retains her contact with the spirits. I told her about the Sensbanes receiving control of father's corporation and asked if she'd like to run the enchantment side of the business. Unsurprisingly, she said no, which is probably for the best. I guess it'll be up to me then, though I still have much to learn.
While speaking with her and Asheea, we ran into a man named Elrik. Apparently he was in Sigil some time ago and only recently returned. He was surprised to hear about what happened to Neli among other things. Gwynn, as usual, began to tease in her usual manner. Just watching her at play lightened my heart a great deal. I'm a bit worried about her friend Asheea, though. She started to look pale, well... paler than usual. I offered to escort her but she declined.
That's enough writing for now. Hmm... before I mostly used this journal just to record events and thoughts, but lately I feel like pretending I'm writing to someone. It must be the loneliness. I hope Gwynnithe gets a chance to speak to Sunshine soon.
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In some ways, I am grateful for all the work I have to do. As I loose myself in my working, as I turn each page that I am studying, I loose the sense of myself that brings forth this heart ache and pain that I now feel. When I'm not working, I long to hear her voice and the press of her lips against mine. I long for her touch and adventurous spirit. I even long for her moments of insecurity, for I could be there to support her. I long for Sunshine, but I can't have her. And so the work delays my inevitable feelings, giving me sanctuary from the heart ache. It's an escape that I need in this time.
And there's always more work to do.
In some ways, I am grateful for all the work I have to do. As I loose myself in my working, as I turn each page that I am studying, I loose the sense of myself that brings forth this heart ache and pain that I now feel. When I'm not working, I long to hear her voice and the press of her lips against mine. I long for her touch and adventurous spirit. I even long for her moments of insecurity, for I could be there to support her. I long for Sunshine, but I can't have her. And so the work delays my inevitable feelings, giving me sanctuary from the heart ache. It's an escape that I need in this time.
And there's always more work to do.