Animus Sensbane

[*Animus]

[align=center]Flamerule 25, 1374 DR[/align]

Something strange is going on to me today... and I don't just mean my growing feelings for Zilvai. I woke up with a fever! How I don't know. My divine blessing should protect me from all diseases. I haven't lost her favor though. I would sense if such a thing had happened to me. And I haven't done anything that would cause me to loose favor with Sune anyway. Still, I have this fever and my heart pounds violently in my chest at times. It feels like someone is trying to rip it out!

My hunger for meats has nearly increased seven fold. I thought my dreams last night would be about Zilvai and my anxiety over our next meeting. Instead, it was nothing but meat, meat, and more meat! I've eaten seven or eight meals in total today and nothing but meat each and every time. And the last meal I ate it all raw! I just couldn't wait for Muriel to cook it...

I was able to find some solace by going to Elysium. The tranquil setting and cold waters eased my nerves as I swam within the waves. When I emerged, the fever finally left me in peace. What was wrong with me today?