Vara runs her hands over an old and weathered tome, a tome of spells she had in her possession ever since she awoke in Sigil. She opens the book and suppress a depressing and heavy sigh. It is filled with spells and incantations way beyond her current capabilities, and yet they feel so familiar.
She reaches for her endless bottle of wine and takes a long gulp, never turning her gaze from the crinkled pages. She glances at the purse carrying her small amount of jink. Most of it was spent going to soothsayers, for she has spent many a nights trying to recall her past to no avail. All told her the same thing, her past is gone, some say snatched by the very Gods themselves.
She gives another exasperated sigh and takes out a blank sheet of parchment. As she did the first night, she rewrites one of the many cantrips contained in the tome and compares the handwriting. With a low murmur of disapproval, she finally acknowledges that at some point..she wrote these spells, but how? Only mages of the highest order are capable performing these magical feats.
Inside the front cover, the symbol of Torm has been etched. She runs her fingers over the sigil and strangely feels comforted, as if something familiar is contained within the ink.
With a final sigh and long drink from her bottle, she finally blows out the candles in her meager room and falls into a blissful sleep, unaware of her damning past.
Even the Gods have mercy even though they show it in ways mortals are unable to comprehend.
Vara Jorina
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Basic Information
Name Vara Jorina
Aliases None
Gender Female
Race Sun Elf, even though one of her parents is a half elf
Age 180
Languages Common, Elven, Celestial, Orc and few others
Physical Information
Height 6'2
Weight 180
Body Type Full figured with an extremely large chest
Skin Type Smooth with no blemishes or marks
Coloring
Hair Blonde
Eyes Green
Skin Bronze colored
Mental Information
Alignment Chaotic Neutral
Philosophy Dream big, the past doesn't predict the future, And if you can't blast it, then cut it..one will do the job.
Deity/Beliefs Prays to Mystra, but also gives homage to Torm
Personality
Drinker If her nose isn't in a book or a blade in her hand, then it's a bottle of wine! She drinks to relax and whenever she has free time she drinks
Driven Because he had to divide her time between the books and the blade, she can become extremely focused when the situation arises..often skipping sleep for two to three nights till she casts the spell correctly or to get her sword thrusts just right. But she has put away the blade to concentrate on purely magery pursuits
Tinkerer Vara is a crafter and any profit she makes she usual blows away instantly creating another item, mostly weapons and shields
Free Spirited She has no inhibitions and would walk around naked if possible. She just settles for wearing skimpy outfits. A pure embodiment of chaotic neutral and doesn't sway toward evil or good, preferring to further refine her craft of magic and skills with light one handed weapons.
Additional Information
Vara has no memory of her previous life on Anitonica and it's a good thing. The block on her memory can be removed but it will take an extremely gifted mage in the school of divination to find her hidden memories.
As it stands now, she remembers nothing, she doesn't even dream about what she did. She always feels comforted by a symbol of Torm and her little shack is nestled closely to a church of the triad. At night, she sleeps as soundly as a baby.
Name Vara Jorina
Aliases None
Gender Female
Race Sun Elf, even though one of her parents is a half elf
Age 180
Languages Common, Elven, Celestial, Orc and few others
Physical Information
Height 6'2
Weight 180
Body Type Full figured with an extremely large chest
Skin Type Smooth with no blemishes or marks
Coloring
Hair Blonde
Eyes Green
Skin Bronze colored
Mental Information
Alignment Chaotic Neutral
Philosophy Dream big, the past doesn't predict the future, And if you can't blast it, then cut it..one will do the job.
Deity/Beliefs Prays to Mystra, but also gives homage to Torm
Personality
Drinker If her nose isn't in a book or a blade in her hand, then it's a bottle of wine! She drinks to relax and whenever she has free time she drinks
Driven Because he had to divide her time between the books and the blade, she can become extremely focused when the situation arises..often skipping sleep for two to three nights till she casts the spell correctly or to get her sword thrusts just right. But she has put away the blade to concentrate on purely magery pursuits
Tinkerer Vara is a crafter and any profit she makes she usual blows away instantly creating another item, mostly weapons and shields
Free Spirited She has no inhibitions and would walk around naked if possible. She just settles for wearing skimpy outfits. A pure embodiment of chaotic neutral and doesn't sway toward evil or good, preferring to further refine her craft of magic and skills with light one handed weapons.
Additional Information
Vara has no memory of her previous life on Anitonica and it's a good thing. The block on her memory can be removed but it will take an extremely gifted mage in the school of divination to find her hidden memories.
As it stands now, she remembers nothing, she doesn't even dream about what she did. She always feels comforted by a symbol of Torm and her little shack is nestled closely to a church of the triad. At night, she sleeps as soundly as a baby.
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Words magically appears in her journal as she relates her experiences. As she talks the words appear on the pages. A handy spell.
"It worked finally! That book Mordy gave me was a godsend. I went to the grey wastes and stunned some of the zombies and ghouls there. Of course it didn't go well the first few times. The first zombie simply exploded when i activated the tattoo. If i didn't have my protections on, i'd be dead meat to. The next two melted..good thing i choose some deaders rather than people to try out this tattoo magic..that's no way to die. The fourth one...well he burst into flames, burned me good to, but a healing drought took care of that..can't have scars on my body like other folks do.
But the fifth one, i took my time and concentrated on it. It took so damn long, i had to recast my holding spell to make sure it'll stay still and not try to claw my eyes out or sumthin. But damnit it worked. Soon as i was done i pressed that tat on his arm and poof! Tha mage armor spell! I was so excited that i tried a few other 1st circle spells on it..they worked to. I'm feelin kinda great now..but still in tha dumps.
I got greedy and tried a 9th lvl circle tattoo. Never got if finished thou..half way through the magic was gettin wreckless, i guess that zombie couldn't handle tha power ha! Well, it exploded then..i dunno how long i was unconscious cuz when i woke up, i was surrounded by zombies comin my way..the damn field was clear when i started..musta been a few hours.
I'm goin ta try it again thou, i think i finally got that jest of it all. Gonna try sum second and third circles spells next time. Now..where in tha hells did i put my whiskey? Damnit..i guzzled it and didn't even know..my drinkin is gettin heavy..Oh well..Maybe i will take Lord Tear up on his offer?
Gah..this liquour is nasty..Oh right, gotta end this spell...
"It worked finally! That book Mordy gave me was a godsend. I went to the grey wastes and stunned some of the zombies and ghouls there. Of course it didn't go well the first few times. The first zombie simply exploded when i activated the tattoo. If i didn't have my protections on, i'd be dead meat to. The next two melted..good thing i choose some deaders rather than people to try out this tattoo magic..that's no way to die. The fourth one...well he burst into flames, burned me good to, but a healing drought took care of that..can't have scars on my body like other folks do.
But the fifth one, i took my time and concentrated on it. It took so damn long, i had to recast my holding spell to make sure it'll stay still and not try to claw my eyes out or sumthin. But damnit it worked. Soon as i was done i pressed that tat on his arm and poof! Tha mage armor spell! I was so excited that i tried a few other 1st circle spells on it..they worked to. I'm feelin kinda great now..but still in tha dumps.
I got greedy and tried a 9th lvl circle tattoo. Never got if finished thou..half way through the magic was gettin wreckless, i guess that zombie couldn't handle tha power ha! Well, it exploded then..i dunno how long i was unconscious cuz when i woke up, i was surrounded by zombies comin my way..the damn field was clear when i started..musta been a few hours.
I'm goin ta try it again thou, i think i finally got that jest of it all. Gonna try sum second and third circles spells next time. Now..where in tha hells did i put my whiskey? Damnit..i guzzled it and didn't even know..my drinkin is gettin heavy..Oh well..Maybe i will take Lord Tear up on his offer?
Gah..this liquour is nasty..Oh right, gotta end this spell...
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Vara casts her own personal spell and her journal flips open to a next blank page.
Well, i dun told Kithra how i felt taday. And jus like i figured she shot me down. She got her eyes set on sumone else, a feckin whore! I 'ope Kithra likes kissin Necroth and that Marx fella. BAH! I knew i woulda been betta off not sayin anythin, but i ain't sulkin like others 'round tha cage. She said a physical relationship woulda changed things, of course! She'll be gettin outta my bed every morning!
I was so mad, i wanted ta blast her and everyone in that damn bar, feck tha harmonium and Guvners. I wanted ta die right there, with my sword in my hands and my spells incineratin anything that moved! But i was hurtin so bad i couldn't even lift a finger.
I left tha 'zaar went knockin on tha door of that Lord Tear guy, tha high noble tieflin or whatever he is, no one answered. I asked 'round and no one said they'd seen'em for a few weeks. I suppose it's a good idea, i dunno. I was gonna take'em up on his offer....
Instead i went a couple'a places, collected sum stuff for tha 'chantin i do, then went to Khazeets, got loaded up on whiskey and drank my ass off. Damnit, my jink is all gone..again. What tha 'ell did i buy? Oh well, like i said i drank my ass off dun know when i passed out..I was drinkin so hard that i met some tuffs in tha lower ward and joined'em at a party. I don't remember anything, i was so hammered. I woke up this mornin with a massive headace, but some booze fixed that, but wear-ever i was their were naked bodies lyin around everywhere! Like sumone had an orgy or sumthin. I woke up naked myself with bites marks all over me. Sumone took out my silver nipple ring and put in a gold one imma keep it, its mundane. I had nothin sticky 'round me so i guess nothin happened. But hell as i was dressin and headin out i still looked better than sum of tha other ladies. Some had eyes rolled up in their heads like there were still drugged up..and there were lyin in pools of...yuck, les jus say it was nasty what'eva they were in...now that i think about it i might have took sumthin myself. Halfway through tha day, i started feelin queasy and was fienin for sumthin..I didn't know what it was so i went home and drank till i passed out again..Hehe i jus woke up a few hours ago.
Oh yea, i finally got second tier spells ta work on tattoos. I put one of'em on my familiar and crossed my fingers hopin for tha best and BINGO! He disappeared, jus like the invisibility spell. Slow and steady. Ever since i've been experimentin with it, its kinda like craftin armor and junk. Ya gotta let the magic flow throughout tha process rather than tryin ta hammer it all out in one go. Where's that bottle? Oh there it is.....Ahh, say what you want 'bout Shamus..but whiskey is great. I gotta stock up on some more.
I really dunno what i'mma do now. I feel like a complete moron in saying anythin to Kith. I'm packin what lil shite i got, i need sum time away. I gotta concentrate on tha tattoo magics, no one else in tha city is even close ta offerin it to tha public..and that's what i plan on doin. The las thing i need is for tha Lady to spell me to the Maze or sum underground organization put a price on my head cuz i cuttin inta profit.
I'm headin to tha beastlands for awhile, it'll do me sum good.
Vara snaps her fingers and ends the spell. After blowing out the candles, she falls into a blissful sleep.
Well, i dun told Kithra how i felt taday. And jus like i figured she shot me down. She got her eyes set on sumone else, a feckin whore! I 'ope Kithra likes kissin Necroth and that Marx fella. BAH! I knew i woulda been betta off not sayin anythin, but i ain't sulkin like others 'round tha cage. She said a physical relationship woulda changed things, of course! She'll be gettin outta my bed every morning!
I was so mad, i wanted ta blast her and everyone in that damn bar, feck tha harmonium and Guvners. I wanted ta die right there, with my sword in my hands and my spells incineratin anything that moved! But i was hurtin so bad i couldn't even lift a finger.
I left tha 'zaar went knockin on tha door of that Lord Tear guy, tha high noble tieflin or whatever he is, no one answered. I asked 'round and no one said they'd seen'em for a few weeks. I suppose it's a good idea, i dunno. I was gonna take'em up on his offer....
Instead i went a couple'a places, collected sum stuff for tha 'chantin i do, then went to Khazeets, got loaded up on whiskey and drank my ass off. Damnit, my jink is all gone..again. What tha 'ell did i buy? Oh well, like i said i drank my ass off dun know when i passed out..I was drinkin so hard that i met some tuffs in tha lower ward and joined'em at a party. I don't remember anything, i was so hammered. I woke up this mornin with a massive headace, but some booze fixed that, but wear-ever i was their were naked bodies lyin around everywhere! Like sumone had an orgy or sumthin. I woke up naked myself with bites marks all over me. Sumone took out my silver nipple ring and put in a gold one imma keep it, its mundane. I had nothin sticky 'round me so i guess nothin happened. But hell as i was dressin and headin out i still looked better than sum of tha other ladies. Some had eyes rolled up in their heads like there were still drugged up..and there were lyin in pools of...yuck, les jus say it was nasty what'eva they were in...now that i think about it i might have took sumthin myself. Halfway through tha day, i started feelin queasy and was fienin for sumthin..I didn't know what it was so i went home and drank till i passed out again..Hehe i jus woke up a few hours ago.
Oh yea, i finally got second tier spells ta work on tattoos. I put one of'em on my familiar and crossed my fingers hopin for tha best and BINGO! He disappeared, jus like the invisibility spell. Slow and steady. Ever since i've been experimentin with it, its kinda like craftin armor and junk. Ya gotta let the magic flow throughout tha process rather than tryin ta hammer it all out in one go. Where's that bottle? Oh there it is.....Ahh, say what you want 'bout Shamus..but whiskey is great. I gotta stock up on some more.
I really dunno what i'mma do now. I feel like a complete moron in saying anythin to Kith. I'm packin what lil shite i got, i need sum time away. I gotta concentrate on tha tattoo magics, no one else in tha city is even close ta offerin it to tha public..and that's what i plan on doin. The las thing i need is for tha Lady to spell me to the Maze or sum underground organization put a price on my head cuz i cuttin inta profit.
I'm headin to tha beastlands for awhile, it'll do me sum good.
Vara snaps her fingers and ends the spell. After blowing out the candles, she falls into a blissful sleep.
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Eh, nuthin new today. Tha futher ya go into tha beastlands, the scenery get's betta. I guess it's my elven blood speakin ta me or sumthin.
I met a elven huntin party earlier. Followers o the Seldarine they say. After they figured out i wasn't out ta hurt'em they asked me ta join..so i did. There is a female drow amongst them, woowee she's a looker! I'mma travellin with'em now. Nice bunch. From tha way things are goin, i dun think i'll ever head back ta Sigil. Hmph, nuthin for me back there anyways.
Oh yea, i got ta my 4th tier on tha tattoos. It's gettin a little 'arder i mus say. I put tha spiderskin spell on one of my arms, damn thing got covered in cobwebs, ha! After a couple of hours and sum help from tha other elves i finally got tha damn silk off. They were so astonished 'bout how i did, i explained tha whole thing to'em..well what i know anyways.
They say they'ere lookin for sumthin, i forgot tha name..i was kinda 'ammered again, gah..my drinkin ain't gettin 'eavy, it is. And it's sumthin they noticed too. I was hittin tha bottle 'ard. Finished 3 of'em afore i got really far in. Beastlands is such a sight when ya drunk.
At one point tha damn elves actually took all of my booze till i agreed ta slow down, damnit. Started feedin me lines 'bout drinkin ain't tha way to deal wit ya issues, pft. I wanted ta blast'em all at that point..spent tha rest of my jink on tha case o' whiskey. Oh well, they had sum fancy elven wine...damn thing tasted familiar. Probably cuz i can't remember anythin 'afore i got ta Sigil, i dunno...I wonder what Kithra doin now..Grrr, i gotta stop thinkin 'bout 'er, it's still pissin me off i got passed over...
Well, tha huntin party is due ta be back anytime now. I got that drow female lookin at me, hehe. I wonder if she knows any of them tricks that they say 'bout'em? I'm gonna find out i tell ya, hehe. Aight..night journal, i see'em now..and there carrin dinner! Ta-ta!
I met a elven huntin party earlier. Followers o the Seldarine they say. After they figured out i wasn't out ta hurt'em they asked me ta join..so i did. There is a female drow amongst them, woowee she's a looker! I'mma travellin with'em now. Nice bunch. From tha way things are goin, i dun think i'll ever head back ta Sigil. Hmph, nuthin for me back there anyways.
Oh yea, i got ta my 4th tier on tha tattoos. It's gettin a little 'arder i mus say. I put tha spiderskin spell on one of my arms, damn thing got covered in cobwebs, ha! After a couple of hours and sum help from tha other elves i finally got tha damn silk off. They were so astonished 'bout how i did, i explained tha whole thing to'em..well what i know anyways.
They say they'ere lookin for sumthin, i forgot tha name..i was kinda 'ammered again, gah..my drinkin ain't gettin 'eavy, it is. And it's sumthin they noticed too. I was hittin tha bottle 'ard. Finished 3 of'em afore i got really far in. Beastlands is such a sight when ya drunk.
At one point tha damn elves actually took all of my booze till i agreed ta slow down, damnit. Started feedin me lines 'bout drinkin ain't tha way to deal wit ya issues, pft. I wanted ta blast'em all at that point..spent tha rest of my jink on tha case o' whiskey. Oh well, they had sum fancy elven wine...damn thing tasted familiar. Probably cuz i can't remember anythin 'afore i got ta Sigil, i dunno...I wonder what Kithra doin now..Grrr, i gotta stop thinkin 'bout 'er, it's still pissin me off i got passed over...
Well, tha huntin party is due ta be back anytime now. I got that drow female lookin at me, hehe. I wonder if she knows any of them tricks that they say 'bout'em? I'm gonna find out i tell ya, hehe. Aight..night journal, i see'em now..and there carrin dinner! Ta-ta!
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Made sum more progress today, i jus wanna enter it in jus in case i forget or sumthin. I'm up ta 6 tier spells on tha tattoos. I put a couple'a on'em elves i'm travellin wit..tha stoneskin spell. They luv tha tattoos..i gotta give Mordy a kiss when i get back..hm, i suppose tha's one reason to go back.
Anyways, i 'eard'em talkin about possibly stayin longer, 'haps a few more months. They asked me if i was willin ta stay wit'em...i dunno know really. Been almost a week travellin wit'em, nice bunch.
Tha drow lady is sweet as sugar thou, a real nice'un. Follower of tha Seldarine too..I wonder what Kith is doin..grr, i gotta stop thinkin 'bout her.
Anyways, i 'eard'em talkin about possibly stayin longer, 'haps a few more months. They asked me if i was willin ta stay wit'em...i dunno know really. Been almost a week travellin wit'em, nice bunch.
Tha drow lady is sweet as sugar thou, a real nice'un. Follower of tha Seldarine too..I wonder what Kith is doin..grr, i gotta stop thinkin 'bout her.
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I made it back ta Sigil taday. That elvin huntin party headed back home, so i did too. I managed ta convince tha sweet drow ta come back wit me, then she changed 'er mind. Damnit, i know i'm meant ta be all alone now..
Oh yea, i finally got to tha 9th tier in tha magical tats. I still got sum practice ta go, an make sure there all safe an stable an stuff. I can do tha 9th circle o'spells but sumtimes it's unstable, they usually discharge harmlessly. Gotta do sum more research.
I got hammered again today, then sum pally ruined it. I threatened to incinerate 'er..and Mir to. I over heard 'er talkin taday, i got all pissed i didn't know what ta do.
Now tha i think about it, i really dun now what i'mma do now. I gotta "party" ta go to tonight, leas i've 'ad sum fun. I got this cute dress that's see through, was waitin ta wear it! Tha same fellas that 'ad tha last one i went ta is havin this one. I wonder what kinda drugs they gunna have? Won't really matter cuz i plan on doin damn near all of'em...
Oh well, it's not like my life is worth anythin anyhow. I'mma jus go and drink myself inta hole, Ta-ta journal!
Oh yea, i finally got to tha 9th tier in tha magical tats. I still got sum practice ta go, an make sure there all safe an stable an stuff. I can do tha 9th circle o'spells but sumtimes it's unstable, they usually discharge harmlessly. Gotta do sum more research.
I got hammered again today, then sum pally ruined it. I threatened to incinerate 'er..and Mir to. I over heard 'er talkin taday, i got all pissed i didn't know what ta do.
Now tha i think about it, i really dun now what i'mma do now. I gotta "party" ta go to tonight, leas i've 'ad sum fun. I got this cute dress that's see through, was waitin ta wear it! Tha same fellas that 'ad tha last one i went ta is havin this one. I wonder what kinda drugs they gunna have? Won't really matter cuz i plan on doin damn near all of'em...
Oh well, it's not like my life is worth anythin anyhow. I'mma jus go and drink myself inta hole, Ta-ta journal!
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The journal is clear and concise. Obviously this entry is made while sober, unlike the previous entries
I had a chat with Mordy today, it went great. He want's to charge for everything he knows however, it was jink well spent. After talking to him i figured out what i was doing wrong, he's a smart fella i guess. Good thing i know Draconic, as the binding spells are to be recited in it. I also found out about bindings sickness, cures, and poisons... i think the poison one is helpful.
That party i went to last night was great. I got absolutely hammered, heh. I took a drug, the same one i took last time, and i found out what it was. It's called Agony, and that orc in under Sigil sells a ton of the stuff, i nearly filled my bag.
This stuff is great! I took at the party last night and did some wild things, this stuff and sex, heh. I'm hooked on it! Taking this, i can leave the booze alone. No sense in being sober all the time. I can't remember who i was and from the looks of things... my future isn't worth a damn either.
Speaking of which, some dumb lady cast a restoration spell on me, name is Zilvai soon as the pain faded away and the drug started to kick in. Pissed me off! I demanded my money back, that drug is alot of jink! Then she gets all prissy then Fargul steps in. I didn't feel like cutting him down, but her... well she has till tomorrow to pay me my money or i'm going to take it. Now that i think about it, feck it. Even if she does pay me, im still going to turn her into stone. Teach her a lesson about poking into other people's business.
Anyways... i got another party to hit tonight, hehe. I got plenty of Agony so i'm going to have real fun tonight! Later journal!
I had a chat with Mordy today, it went great. He want's to charge for everything he knows however, it was jink well spent. After talking to him i figured out what i was doing wrong, he's a smart fella i guess. Good thing i know Draconic, as the binding spells are to be recited in it. I also found out about bindings sickness, cures, and poisons... i think the poison one is helpful.
That party i went to last night was great. I got absolutely hammered, heh. I took a drug, the same one i took last time, and i found out what it was. It's called Agony, and that orc in under Sigil sells a ton of the stuff, i nearly filled my bag.
This stuff is great! I took at the party last night and did some wild things, this stuff and sex, heh. I'm hooked on it! Taking this, i can leave the booze alone. No sense in being sober all the time. I can't remember who i was and from the looks of things... my future isn't worth a damn either.
Speaking of which, some dumb lady cast a restoration spell on me, name is Zilvai soon as the pain faded away and the drug started to kick in. Pissed me off! I demanded my money back, that drug is alot of jink! Then she gets all prissy then Fargul steps in. I didn't feel like cutting him down, but her... well she has till tomorrow to pay me my money or i'm going to take it. Now that i think about it, feck it. Even if she does pay me, im still going to turn her into stone. Teach her a lesson about poking into other people's business.
Anyways... i got another party to hit tonight, hehe. I got plenty of Agony so i'm going to have real fun tonight! Later journal!
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That advice givin to me from ol' Mordy is a godsend. The tattoos are coming along great! In a few more months, i might be able to put them on others without fear of it back firing or any other residual affects. I can free hand all the way up to the 5th tier so far. Looks like i'm going to have to dig in my pockets and get some more information from Mordy... the money extorting fool, hehe.
Another things is that that Zilvai person gave me the shaft today. That really gets me mad. I'm thinking that even if she does pay me my jink, i'm still going to turn her into stone..teach that lady a lesson she won't forget!
Oh yea, for the record... i'm hooked on that Agony stuff. Like i said last night, it's great! No parties tonight though, i got so hammered and wasted last night... i have no idea what i did or who i did it with. All i know is when i was leaving in the afternoon, damn near all the guys were asking me to come back, that's a sign i went somewhere i would never go. No more parties for me
Well, it seems like love and happiness is something that isn't meant for me. This cutie human i was seeing found about the parties i went to. It was only 3 damnit! She should have seen what the other women were doing. I insisted i did nothing but drink, but evidently a friend of hers was there and told her i was there too and she left me...
Damn i really must have done something really screwed up in the past for this to happen, i can't win for losing it seems. Oh well, i'm going to take this last vial of Agony i got and go hit the bath house, then i'm going to bed.
Night journal!
Another things is that that Zilvai person gave me the shaft today. That really gets me mad. I'm thinking that even if she does pay me my jink, i'm still going to turn her into stone..teach that lady a lesson she won't forget!
Oh yea, for the record... i'm hooked on that Agony stuff. Like i said last night, it's great! No parties tonight though, i got so hammered and wasted last night... i have no idea what i did or who i did it with. All i know is when i was leaving in the afternoon, damn near all the guys were asking me to come back, that's a sign i went somewhere i would never go. No more parties for me
Well, it seems like love and happiness is something that isn't meant for me. This cutie human i was seeing found about the parties i went to. It was only 3 damnit! She should have seen what the other women were doing. I insisted i did nothing but drink, but evidently a friend of hers was there and told her i was there too and she left me...
Damn i really must have done something really screwed up in the past for this to happen, i can't win for losing it seems. Oh well, i'm going to take this last vial of Agony i got and go hit the bath house, then i'm going to bed.
Night journal!
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Well, Kithra left. **sniffle** She said she found a way back home through a series of portals, so she took it. All i'm left with is a letter... I missed my chance to say goodbye. I'm so ashamed.. i was busy getting high when she left. Damnit, that's frustrating!
She asked me to look after someone, so i'm going to do it. I'm laying off the booze, that Agony is good to let go though.. i'mma keep it.
One more thing, i can finally free hand some tats. Still having trouble however with the 6th circle and higher, i've been too hammered to know lately. Damn, out of whiskey again...
That's it, i'm done with the booze! Well, i'll have a drink every now and then, but i'm not getting hammered like i used to. I need to stay sober, this drug is a wonderful substitute.
I got these gems on and experience in enchanting. I seriously think that 1 in 5 of the berks or bashers use something i made, I think it's time for me to fashion a whole suit of adventuring gear. Really pristine, the best! I got to collect some rare metals for this..
Oh well, i'm off journal, night!
She asked me to look after someone, so i'm going to do it. I'm laying off the booze, that Agony is good to let go though.. i'mma keep it.
One more thing, i can finally free hand some tats. Still having trouble however with the 6th circle and higher, i've been too hammered to know lately. Damn, out of whiskey again...
That's it, i'm done with the booze! Well, i'll have a drink every now and then, but i'm not getting hammered like i used to. I need to stay sober, this drug is a wonderful substitute.
I got these gems on and experience in enchanting. I seriously think that 1 in 5 of the berks or bashers use something i made, I think it's time for me to fashion a whole suit of adventuring gear. Really pristine, the best! I got to collect some rare metals for this..
Oh well, i'm off journal, night!