Kelth McEwan

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Journal Entry


Gol is a most interesting individual. I find myself enjoying the conversations we have, finally someone who understands where I am coming from.

I am curious to see where this lead. With light, comes shadow, with shadow, comes light. Multiple purposes...perhaps something to think about...

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Journal Entry

Interestingly enough, a clear purpose seems to have crossed my path. I consider myself lucky to have friends in various places...

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Who'd have thunk me and Dom would think up these kind of plans? This has meaning...another part of purpose...inspires me to carry on...a smile has found itself on my face once more...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AY2RiqHQe-g

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The most fitting track for Kelth, ever....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF-71rISxPc

Cause we're born free
Cause we're born wild
Cause we are indomitable and bold
Cause we are fire
Cause we are wave
Cause we are rock

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A letter to Naya'il

My Dearest,


I do not wish to burden you during your stay with your father...but I did my outmost best to keep this up...and find myself weakening.


I can not explain how much I find myself missing you...I am being tested, day and again...not knowing what it is you are facing and not being able to cover or protect you is a severe taxing of my being, but I shall endure, in name of love.

I hope all is well and that this is providing you with what you seek.
In Sigil, nothing much changes...other than the fact that me and Dom have been forging a solid friendship. We are even making plans to start a school in the Hive Ward, offering lessons in Spells and Sword.

Plenty of organising has to be done still, but this does offer perspective. Even Zilvai offered to help out, the little saint.

A lot of our friends have been asking about you and wish you their best, among them Neli, Zilvai and Phantom.

I hope we will not be parted for long...eventhough you are aware I offer you as much freedom as you desire, my heart aches with every passing day and it is more often than not that I find myself alone and thinking of you...remembering your scent, your laughter...your warmth...

Gods how I miss you...


-Love, Kelth

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* Rumour has it, Kelth McEwan was brought to surgeons in the Hive, sustaining a severe back injury. Chant is that he'll be undergoing a procedure and was seen brought in by Dom and Jall. *

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* Current chant is, Kelth's procedure went well, he is recovering and Infirmary staff avoids the towering man like the plague. Word is that he is in a lot of pain still. Those who know the man are clever enough to wait untill this has passed...*

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* There was a flash...and a rumble...a portal opened up and spewed forth the battered body of Kelth. Had he been any more unfortunate, he would have been dropped into the Ditch, so close a call was it. Though it seemed Lady Luck was on his side for this moment.

A couple of hoodlums scurried towards him, ready to strip his body from all things of value, which were, abundant...


The moment a greedy hand attempted to snag the pendant from his neck, Kelth's firm, right handed grip reached and instantly snapped the poor fellow's arm.

Upon seeing this, the other hoodlum bolted, hearing how his former "partner" shrieked as he was battered to bits by Kelth's fists...*


"Nae a fokkin' finger on me stuff! "

*After that, Kelth staggered throughout the Hive streets, the filthy rain stinging his numerous cuts and bruises*

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Journal entry, several months ago

I write this part in bitterness...reminiscing all those years

I conclude that all those years...I have been catering to others...adapting myself to make other people happy or content.

In doing such...I have shed parts of myself...cast them away as if they were "wrong"...yet, they always were part of -me-...which leads to the question, am I a wrong person to boot?

I know I am not, but I also know I am not who people think me to be in the here and now...

I do not claim Pelor's is a wrong fold...but it is a rigid fold and I am -not- rigid...
Why did I engage in this path? to secure "happiness" yet...in the here and now, I do not feel happiness...

I feel...trapped...confused, sad and rather alone, to be honest.

This bond has no official end...and my body tells the tale of my life so far. I regret nothing, save the fact I have diluted the Wine that is -me- with so much water, that it feels as if water is the only thing that remains...it is time I walk life again on my own two feet.

The hurting it all causes, can only be silenced by seeking out a good battle, thus I leave to find such. People might judge me for it, I care not...the thrill of battle is what I have known since youth...the pain of wounds is what makes me feel alive...I am war...war is me, it is what I was born to do.

Wether I return alive from this sojourn or not, matters not to me, from now on, I shall act on instinct once again and keep my focus on myself, instead of on another soul...I have lost myself far too long now and I intend to find -me- ...

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My return is somewhat awkward. Ever since that spellblast, parts of my memory have been blocked.

I recall friends and such, but some parts seems shrouded in a mist that will not descend.

It provides me with the will to remain open to cultural differences and remain on speaking terms with various folk.

Merium took the time and effort to inform me on new things in Sigil and planeswise. I also had the pleasure to meet a tiefling named Lil.

I also had the pleasure to converse with a Drowess on a rather mature level.

However, what pains me, is that I do not recall everything concerning people. For example, Merium spoke of her scars and that I should know of their history, Yet I recall it not...sadly. Also this Hildmor...I -sense- I had dealings with this person, yet I do not recall how and what. Neli I recall serving as a Captain for.

I know who I am, I know my past, I just do not seem to recollect things I knew about some persons. Mayhap it is for the best, I do enjoy the calmth in brings.

I will see where things lead me, seems there's a rather open market in the Enchanting of items. Lucky me, I have work again!